Cake day

Great love, Great movie, Great Gatsby

Leave...start the car...new song premiers on 5...

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldn't be crying
Tears were for the weaker days, I'm stronger now
Or so I say, but something's missing

Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me
Through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now, I just can't figure it out
What now, I guess
I'll just wait it out, wait it out
What now, what now

I found the one, he changed my life
But was it me that changed
And he just happened to come at the right time
I'm supposed to be in love but I'm numb again

Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me
Through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is, it's just sitting there laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now, I just can't figure it out
What now, I guess
I'll just wait it out, wait it out
What now, please tell me, what now

There's no one to call
'Cause I'm just playing games with them all
The more I swear I'm happy
The more that I'm feeling alone

'Cause I spend every hour
Just going through the motions
I can't even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bone but I just wanna shout

What now, I just can't figure it out
What now, I guess
I'll just wait it out wait it out
What now, somebody tell me, what now

I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know, oh, oh why, so what now

Just another morning..

Aaaaaaaah I hate that moment when you're about to take your last sip of coffee after your last bite of breakfast and you see you've already had your last sip.... Whyyyyyyyyyyyy?!!!!!!! And you can't go make another cup, coz all you were really prepared for and wanted is that last sip. 

...freakout...

Rock n roll til I die

Music awakens every nerve in my body, It rattles my emotions, It moves my soul, It sends my mind away.... I wouldn't be able to describe to someone who doesn't feel that connection for music what a guitar and a passionate voice can do to me emotionally..... The cool part about music for me is that it's the ONE thing I actually don't care if I ever convince anyone of.... as long as I'm convinced...

It makes me smile......it makes me laugh.... it makes me cry....... I can watch people perform and sing, until forever.... It never get's old... it never tires...

I get lost in the notes, the chords, the words.............. I can't think of a better way to experience life than musically....

Wherever it is - listen, wherever it plays - go, wherever it lives - be.. just be in it... always.

Right now its playing through my headphones at a decibel that shuts out any version of normal life.................

Chris Cornell
James Hetfield
Axl Rose
Myles Kennedy
David Grohl
Eddie Vedder
Noel Gallagher
Steve Tyler
Kurt Cobain to name just a few.......

Myles.... what a beaut. <3 ...

Doing a clip with Slash, but better known for frontman of Alter Bridge..

GnR - Axl..One of the best singers everrrrr

Chris................. oh.... What a voice.. 

David Grohl...... Times like these.. 

Anyway I could go on forever........................ it's too big a passion...

Sometimes in life you have to lose a few battles if you want to win the war.

Saturday's wisdom

- because you shouldn't be any less wise on the weekends...............

Getting there

Add-ons.... fixes.... paint jobs.... getting ready for summer................... 

Hope sinks

I guess it's always the safer option to believe that if something seems too good to be true, then it is... Any idea how cynical that is? That everything that I've experienced that made me feel quite happy in a surprised way, has ended up leading to a disappointment. One day..... One day ill lower my expectation levels even lower than I have already..... Then perhaps when I truly am excited about something ill know that I can have faith in it not letting down my emotions regarding it, and that I can trust in it.....

Most people find solace in hope.... But for me, hope's my adversary...

So much love

It really is true about cars and the novelty wearing off when you driving them 24... Park it away for a little while and get back in and take it for a drive.... All appreciation restored.... Or rather realizing what it is you actually have, when time has maybe made you forget....