Madness

"...Everybody's got a struggle" c.t.

No one is an exception to the rule where karma in concerned. No one, ie everyone, Including me.

Some people get dealt with shit and react badly or nastily, some people get dealt with shit and walk away from it.... How we react defines us.... Yet we seem to get caught up defending people's reasons for being ugly, as though they're allowed to be because of x,y,z.... No one needs to be that way... those people just are that way... Do you think that nice people are only nice because they're without struggle and hardship? We've all had our bad hands dealt, everyone... Yet there are still nice people in the world alongside the not so nice people... The difference between the two types, is choice.......

Anyway, it still doesn't matter who people choose to be... nice or not.. it only matters how I choose to be..

What happens was always going to happen, life is life.... we do our best and hope for the best....... we can't reap something we didn't sew. Sometimes we need (I need) to just realise that my life is no more important than the person's next to me. And maybe they are more deserving of something than I am................. I know not all of it makes sense... But that's the beauty part of having a blog... I can write jumbled thoughts based on life and it's absurdities that only my mind I assume will interpret.

Do what you want... You'll be judged anyway

If I don't work out... I'm lazy
If I work out too often... I'm trying to prove something
If I'm thin... I'm too thin
If I drink... Im a party animal
If I don't drink... I'm boring
If I take take selfies...I love myself
If I shy away from pics... I'm being silly
If I'm confident... I'm arrogant
If I don't like bad service... I'm full of shit
If I'm friendly to guy friends... I'm leading them on
If I'm cold to guy friends... I'm being a bitch
If I'm nice... I'm too nice
If I'm outspoken... Im opinionated

People want to and will judge others for any possible reason they can because they hate to see outspoken, hard working, active, healthy, friendly people actually enjoying their lives.... They believe something must be wrong or it's all a cover up or some form of compensation for loneliness or dissatisfaction in their lives.... These statements pertain to everyone.. It's how everyone judges everyone.. So screw everyone.. Being unique is all we have..

Dammed if you do and dammed if you don't,
so we should do what we want.....
The ones who dig you...... Will dig you anyway....

Night rides

Thought this was really cool.... :) I should be at the ride..... Pity... I'm just too cold... And too miserable......... :(

Winter soup :)

I had the unfortunate pleasure of a Grahamstown roadtrip on Tuesday (oxymoron intended). Unfortunate because the roads have never been that wet and rainy at the same time.....ever..... Pleasure because after holding off on seeing clients I decided to pull finger and I have some promising business coming from there now...."holding thumbs". The next little thing that lightened the mood of the day was coming across this amazing little store in Peppergrove Mall, called "The Peppertree" (Go figure) Anyway it was a mash up of Big Blue and Typo... I mean????? And the woman behind the counter, I'm pretty sure, thought I was going to steal something because I was looking at everything so meticulously and at the slowest pace known to mankind.... Haha. I can't help it though, I wasn't walking out without having bought something and didn't want to miss a thing.

I eventually came across a section of kitchen stuff (I know........ I almost cancelled my appointments) Ritzenhoff, le creuset.. to name a few and then saw these Soup bowls, which are in fact just ginormous (a word necessary today) mugs with handles. I was pretty sure I wouldn't ever eat soup again unless they were served out of these guys... So I bought two.....  

It's going to be possibly, literally and figuratively the coldest winter, so soups and blankets on the couch will be on order for the most part. 

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Just doing what I can for now... there's an end result I have in mind.. and while a lot of it requires money to be spent, there are little things that I can do in the meantime to keep me busy and keep the vibe up.... More to come though...... When it comes to fitment, wellll let's just say I'll start with the buying. 

.....Putting the pieces back together........... I guess that's for later...

Long weekend...

There's still beauty during plight

When life's intensity starts to consume you, literally stop and appreciate the things you don't realise you have without even having to ask for it or wait for it......... It's always there.... every morning without fail. #onmymorningrun

Time is underrated.

I realised this morning that some of the biggest time-wasters in my life are the people I encounter at 4 way stops................


Our time here has an expiry date... surely we should be living each day as flatout as we can? And just sleeping when we're tired.......... Gotta make time count more... 

Found this in the post

Hmm......

Winter's coming................