Jan-done

Hahaha

I've waited long enough.......

Sun Feb 9, 2014 - 7:00 PM

Civil Twilight

Kirstenbosch

Cape Town, South Africa

Soul destroying

We all have our issues.... some more intense and harmful than others.

Guilt is a cognitive or an emotional experience that occurs when a person realizes or believes—accurately or not—that he or she has compromised his or her own standards of conduct or has violated a moral standard, and bears significant responsibility for that violation "many people suffer all their lives from this oppressive feeling of guilt, no argument can overcome these guilt feelings, for they have their beginnings in life's earliest period, and from that they derive their intensity."[5] This may be linked to what Les Parrott has called "the disease of false guilt....At the root of false guilt is the idea that what you feel must be true."[6] If you feel guilty, you must be guilty!   Sometimes what we allow to consume us, can ruin us..............  Even in doubt, we always have a choice. And that onus is our own cross to bear.......

Mad monday mornings....

Paranoid people

If I don't understand - My mind overthinks to extreme overreaction - Those thoughts lead to paranoia on the thing I don't understand - I react badly...

The more I understand - the better I feel - the better I feel - the better I react.

It's not rocket science... It's in my make up. I need to understand things to remain calm about them. It cannot be helped... I've tried. I don't think I'm mad for this reason, I merely believe that I am one that needs to know processes of things in order to feel safe and trustful of them. Whether it be a machine, an ailment or a situation in my life. They're all processed the same way in my mind... So when I ask questions... it's because it helps me stay sane. Hahahaha.

Makes or breaks you

We never take the time to remember, or maybe even realise the crazy shit that goes on for other people in other places in the world. Yesterday I watched a video on youtube that just gave me chills about the way some people experience their days vs how I spend mine.. People are wild and their histories and upbringings are hectic (a word perfectly described). There is so much underground stuff that we are shielded from by the media because it's actually just too intense for regular news (ie murder, other crime and politics which we are now so numb to hearing about, that the severity of those articles have lost all comprehension in our minds)

Well just this morning here are 2 articles that we have been informed of, equally "wild"

A Japanese soldier who hid in the Philippine jungle for three decades because he did not believe World War II was over, has died in Tokyo aged 91.

Today is the deadline set by Al Qaeda captors for a 3-million dollar ransom to be paid for the release of South African teacher, Pierre Korkie, or he will be killed.

Crazy stuff out there...

The reveal