Paranoid people

If I don't understand - My mind overthinks to extreme overreaction - Those thoughts lead to paranoia on the thing I don't understand - I react badly...

The more I understand - the better I feel - the better I feel - the better I react.

It's not rocket science... It's in my make up. I need to understand things to remain calm about them. It cannot be helped... I've tried. I don't think I'm mad for this reason, I merely believe that I am one that needs to know processes of things in order to feel safe and trustful of them. Whether it be a machine, an ailment or a situation in my life. They're all processed the same way in my mind... So when I ask questions... it's because it helps me stay sane. Hahahaha.